happy birthday dearest yana! (: hah, finally fifteen. well, we all got her a strawberry shortcut frame with the picture of the four of us and a white bear which she has been wanting ohsomuch plus a cute little card with the birthday wishes from all of us. i hope you like it. heh.

went to school with the gfs and yana was touched by the gift. oh not to mention baby got her a fucking cute pink piglet lolilop which she ate with such passion in her eyes.

i swear we were all drooling keh yana? DROOLING.

fuck you baby.

so anyways, got back the SS paper and i failed by half a mark. thanks mr fariz. you just love to make a difference from the rest of the teachers right? whats so hard about giving me that half mark? oh dont tell me i dont deserve it. you just wont negotiate. yet you go around telling people to try to negotiate with you.

i was with muzzamil when we negotiated about the marks. fuck. we didint it k? so i failed SS. by a fucking HALF MARK.

thanks ah thanks.

high possibility im gonna flunk math. and geog as well. and english.

omg guess what? only two people passed english in my class and one of them is belvis.

IM SO NOT GONNA PASS ENGLISH. FUCK LA.

oh yeah, im involved in two debates. mayor shield and the arena. thanks ah.

now my life is full of activities. i can no longer come home early for ngaji or go dating with baby at kfc anymore. daaaaaaaaaang.

after that we went to meeza's house to celebrate that cheeken's birthday. watched this saaaaaaaaad movie that made all of us teared though we all tried to hide them. HAHA. okay i dont know about you all ah, but i did tried to. man, really, the show was really sad. tragic sak.

followed by a horror movie where we all screamed and jumped and shrieked. HAHA. damn theyre all so cute. then theres the birthday girl whos always looking at the mirror wondering why shes so cute.

and then the meeza whos constantly saying shes not happy with people praising her because she gets it. she is cute.

and finally the pacelele whos given me a new imaginary friend called Jenny. (: so since nobody wants to listen to me, i shall listen to jenny or perhaps talk to her.

i so enjoyed myself just now and meeza was a good host. HAHA. right korang? best lah. and yer lah yer la. the new house colour is nice. plus your new teeeveeee and your new clothes and new shades. DAH SHUT UP.

i fucking miss MISS ELEANOR LIM. she chatted with yana just now and she said she miss 3n1 esp JUUUU AND FRIENDS. zomgx. she mentioned my name siah.

suddenly thoughts of her came back. i know it sounds really stupid and all but really. i remembered that one time she was like, come on ju, youre always close to my heart.

fuck i miss her.

now things are all not the same anymore with mr fariz. hes always giving us group works and stressing us all up with his assigments and worksheets thats endless. i want miss lim back lah sehhhhhhh. at least shes very concerned about us. unlike mr fariz.

oh heres a quote from him.

" TEACHERS SAY IM GOOD, PUPILS SAY IM GOOD. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY YOURE SAYING IM NO GOOD"

fuck, its supposed to be a remark hes supposed to work on. not deny and feign ignorance. FUCK.

the word for the day yeah.

i was so in a bad mood after i got my ss results. i felt like really breaking down and cry. man, i dont why im taking this so seriously. and i thought i never cared. heck.

OUH OUH OUH. theres this one time at meeza's house, which made me laugh like nobody's business. okay, like fuck. HAHA.

her dad came home and we all stand up and face him.AHAHHAHAHAHA. AND MEEZA WAS LIKE, FORMALITIES.

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA.

okay not funny.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

i cannot believe im waking up at 7.30 tmr to make it for the dear diary's performance at CHIJ ST JOSEPH CONVENT.

haiyo. HAHA. for the sake of maintaining the standard of a die hard fan, i must. HAHA.

and come to think about it, i havent got coloured lenses yet. MANNNNNNNNN.

baby said hes gonna get me that new future skinny and skirt by next mth.
((((((((((((((((((((:

thats to replace my ohsocool bag he tore.

i love pacelele, mezza and yananaw. IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER =.=

susah ah kawan banyk byk. satu sudah la.

i love joey tai yeeeee. and mohd izzuddin. (:

OFF TO TIDOR.

today's a really bad day. you know why? because i was down on my luck like, REALLY REALLY DOWN.

went to school with baby today AND he tried to be sweet enough to carry my bag for me. which he hasnt done for the past like, 12345678987456321 years? so then while he was tryina pick it up, HE WAS GANAS ENOUGH TO ACTUALLY TEARRRRRRRR THE BAG.

so now my bag has got no strap. ):

I SWEARRRR, i didint talk to him at all after that. even after he got me that 50cents sweet.

im still currently, pissed off. hmph.

" IM NOT TALKING TO YOU ANYMORE"
" and why is that?"
" because you TORE MY BAG ASSHOLE"
" at least its not like the way you TORE MY HEART"

ju goes " ahhh drama drama. cartoon cartoon"

i didint know this actually happens. like the DRAMA between a couple. HAHA.

so thats not all eh pls.

reached school yeah wished joey happy birthday and felt really bad after that because i DIDINT GET HER ANYTHING.

not havent. DIDINT.

thanks ah baby eh thanks.

chemistry = DIE.

you know what that means. I ACTUALLY FORGOT THE LITTLEST THINGS. dammn.

after schoool, got sent for detention by mr kumar because i skipped dnt extra class yesterday and the day before. =.=

really, its not a good place especially when you have nth to do. HAHA.

red cross ugh.

fish finger was there. big fuss big fuss and mrs choo was telling us not to get ourselves in trouble especially on thursdays.

WHATEVER EH PLS.

reached home and papa was really crazy. HAHA. hes like wearing red and nenek's wearing red and im wearing red toooo.

and then we sang national day songs.

RETARDED KAN KELUARGA AKU?

anyways yeah.

just a few comments from armeeza's blog.

i just dont understand girls. ( well besides the point that im a girl myself). okay i do understand the fact that having a boyfriend means its a complete different thing and its like the best thing thats ever happened in your whole life. but come on, that doesnt mean you should change the way you are, correct?

take a look at yourself. do you change when youre infront of your boyf? and are you like, a completely different person after he kiss you goodbye and youre back at home?

because if you are then i think the person your boyf is looking at is not the real you.

im very annoyed with girls whos very particular about what her boyf thinks.

situation 1

boy: *sees girl with friends, girl was jumping with excitement*
girl: * stops jumping and begins talking really softly and walks*

situation 2

boy: * walks infront of girl*
girl: *jumps and runs to him, and begins talking, in the flirty way*

this CLEARLY shows you guys dont know each other well. why must you change the way you are? irritating kan. HAHA.

well this happens IN MY RELATIONSHIPS.

baby: byie, i nak balik ah.
jummy: BALIK LAH BALIKKKKKKKK, PERGI LAH SANER.

i said that not because i want him to come to me and cuddle me and say no hunnybunny, i need to go off because my mom's sick.

i said because i really mean it. i was pissed. and i shall not make him ponder and wonder if im pissed or not. because i know my boyf well enough to make that statement. he doesnt know when im pissed unless i really show him what pissed off means.

KAN BYIE?

or or.

jummy: fuck eh, please, i cannot tolerate guys yang petty like you ah.
baby: syang, sorry k? jangan gini ah. i love you. and i dont wanna lose you.

i wont fall for that. why? becauseeeeeeeeeee thats what he said everyday. and hes saying it again in A FIGHT. what makes you think its gonna change the whole situation and we'll be fine again?

i just want these girls to understand that you shouldnt be touched or melt or jump at the littlest gestures. because hes gonna hurt you MORE than that.

hah.

anyways. SHOUTOUT.

fish finger.
you suck. you know that? youre getting shorter. and im sure im not getting taller either. but still, you suck. you know that? stop eh STOP pretending to be someone really big in rcy because really, youre not.

dah enough said.

red cross nco's.
haha. we're all drifting apart and theres no more bond. i miss those footdrill days. where we all stood up for one another. man, i miss you guys. hah, perhaps the greed made us all change.

miss lim bin
thanks for believing in me. HAHAHAHHAHAA.

tabby and fathin
are we REALLY joing the arena? because seriously, i got veryyy little confidence i can make it. HAHA.

baby
thanks ah eh. thanks.

yana
besok special day lah seh! AHAHA. marking dayyyy lah seh! best nyer tkder skola. HAHA.

and finally. FINALLY. the one GUY THAT HAS CHANGED MY LIFE. and this will be forever.

CHENG.

mr kumar
though you shout at me, nags all the time and sent me for detention, i see sincerity in your eyes. HAHA. hah we all know you care for us and wants us to win that 100bucks thingy. but sadly, we WILL disappoint you and we're gonna sooner or later. but really lah, youre so sweet.

from saying its all your fault to the 10 bucks you gave us just now.

MR KUMAR IS LOVE. HAHAHAHAHAHA. - 3n1 dnt boys.

oh i so love my class. oh i so love my dnt teacher and oh i so love my papa. (:

BABY I HATE YOU AH. you suck big time seh.

BETOLLLLLLLLLL.

im SO like excited. because tmr's THE LAST PAPER lah sehhh.super exciting. anyways, both geog and math paper was DIFFICULT to the max just now.

im gonna fail, bottomline.

BABY FULFILLED my dream, again. hes such an angel kan. HAHA. *suck up suck up*

HE GOT ME EARPHONES! (: double bass nyer lah seh! HEH HEH. *smiles lebar*

thanks BABYYYYYYYYYY. ((((: love awak many many arh.

ouh, i forgot. next in wishlist, SNOWCAAAAAAAAP! alahhhh. yana, youre birthday coming kan? get me snowcap ahhhh.

what? birthday girl cannot give presents meh?

tmr's chem paper and i think im gonna flunk it bad as well.

actually kan, the entry is seriously not going anywhere. andddddd i think kan, you should all stop tagging me already. whats the point of having a tagboard kaaaaaan.

*shows the last warning nyer face*

I MISS ADIDAS. meeza goes " EEE TAK CUTE JE"

SEPAK MUKER KAU.

EHHH, i JUST realised i have to make phone calls. DENG.

cheeken heads on the prowl.

14th february sweetheart.

* thats what friends are for plays in background*

HAHA. man man, i love these kids. anak saper jer lah kan. but really, theyre my source of inspiration and without them i dont think i'll be what i am today. right now. because of them, im strong. because of them, ive learnt to appreciate. and because of them, im able to stand up for myself.

guys i know this may sound really cranky and stupid and whatever, but i think without you guys, i wont be able to live on like how i am living life now. and these words are coming from my heart. i love you all seh.

and i specially love the anak wahab today BECAUSE its the 14th! HAHA. muah. happy anniversary ah babe.

anyways, baby had this friend, HE WHOM SHALL NOT BE NAMED. and he really aspires to be a designer. FASHION design. HAHA. trust me, MY TUNANG CAN DO SOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER.

i dont know what the heck he was thinking, but his designs are alllllll sooooooooo super boring.

like, he uses like, SATIN to make a teeeeshirt. and its ugly lah seh. like, the purple and red combination.

was on the phone with baby a while ago and he was like, " oh we SO cant take our eyes off that PURPLE AND RED COMBI" hahahaha

and its the barney purple and the hongbao red. thanks.

HAHAHA.

PHYSICS PAPER WAS FUCKING MANAGABLE BUT I FUCKING SCREWED UP BECAUSE THERE WERE GAZILIIONS MISTAKES IN THERE.FUCK.

NO, REALLY SAK.

manman.

the boys in class have been making me laugh so hard in class seh. from the cute sehh and the jambu sehhhh to the HA HA HA THE RAPIST IS HERE.

HAHAHAHAHHAA.

math and geog paper tmr.

bang.

i feel like dancing SO much. like the ripples and the pumps and the shakes and the big moves.

AH!

baby goes " NI CINTER SAK CINTERRRRRRRR"

HAHA.

i wanna have an imaginary friend. OH MAN.

and why do you always look like youre in a rush? slow down.

argh! english and ss was NOT easy at all i swear. well i thought the passage A was more of an inference type of qns. of course it wasnt easy to answer the qns lahhhh. damn.

fail.

social studies was hilarious. the boys were teasing the teacher who came into class and everybody burst into laughters. afiq got sent out of class and LOL really, everybody happened so quickly and it was so funny la.

im so craving for that kaya bread. man. oh random stuffs. haha.

ANYWAY ANYWAY, i NEED SO MANY THINGS NOW. like i badly NEED them. its like, either i get them or die type of thing.

- EARPHONES. (zomgx, can i get like headphones instead?)

- COLOURED LENSES. ( fuck if i dont get it by like, next week i'll cry)

- MY MIGRANE PILLS. ( get it or die type of thing damn)

real necessities man. im not typing this down because i need sponsors. just fyi.

anyways, adidas and i talked over msn just now and fuck hes REALLY cute. damn. macam nak gigit seh kepaler dier. i dont know. hes just too adorable. REALLLLLYYYY. omgx ju stop it. HAHAHA.

how would you feel if you were misunderstood? BAD KAN? ugh. whatevs.

anyways, im deprived from all the fun just now. baby actually went out with CLARA, TWINKLES, EMU, HEIDI ANDDDDDDDDDDDDD jengjengjeng, DANIEL. siallah. love at first sight lah seh.

this is what you get when you dont give people your new handphone number. HAH. damn.

and while theyre all having fun, IM ACTUALLY AT WOODLANDS LIBRARY with fazlina and nisha STUDYING SOCIAL STUDIES. how crappy is that again?

i SO saw one HOTHOTHOT guy at the interchange just now with a girl whos got plantations of HORRENDOUS HUMONGOUS MONGOUS ZONGOUS ZITS on her face. super eww.

she was practically hugging him tight. and when i looked, she gave me that hey-isnt-my-boyf-hot face.

DUH BITCH, of COURSE hes hot.

this literally made me go, NASI KANGKANG. comfirm. CHOP.

well, i couldve sworn hes got GORGEOUS SEXY EYES AND FULL LIPS. zomgx. im SO like, droooling lah seh.

but why her? WHY HER? so maybe if i got GAZILLION ZITS ON MY FACE, i'll get someone like him.

KANKANKAN?

okay so maybe this guy goes for the heart. *convinces self*

oh boo whatever i still got my ohsosmexi baby. HAHAHA. kan? HAHAHA.

faz goes " ju bello seh"

SO YEAH, my new phone sucks, bad. i hate all those sliding up and down thing. but if youre gonna get me e840, i wont turn it down.

promise.

nisha's been at my house since tuesday and she just went back a few minutes ago and i miss her already. i SO want a sister lah seh. or a brother. or a companion at home. or, anything lah seh. anything that will keep me entertained the whole day.

so i wont hang out so much or go out too often. maybe what zul said is pretty right. perhaps the reason why ive been hanging out too much and staying out late is because im the only child and that i only get my fun outside, with my friends.

because when im at home, nobody seems to be entertaining me. well, dont talk about the naggings and such. i know everybody goes through that too. but yeah. its different when youre the only child.

haha.

school's tmr. back to basics yeah. common test week. i hope it'll be okay. i havent studied much. you know what that means.

i still think i havent had enough fun yet. i dont what type of fun i want or need but i just,havent get the satisfaction yet.

idk if you get it, but i really need someone to just, spend the whole day with me going OHSOCRAZY and talking about everything under the sun and just be a fantastic companion.

fuck i so miss adidas.

stop it seh.

when baby told me how much amel has been telling him things that he feels he shouldnt know, i get jealous and you know, anger came and overpowered me.

questions kept running through my mind and i ask myself, why get jealous now? why didint you treasure him before this? why only now?

then another half of me would go, haaa, there you go again, regrets.

but i dont find it stupid to regret. everybody regrets. you get remorseful because you didint do what you were supposed to do before.

maybe it was a mistake. maybe you didint know its gonna happen. you didint know whats the outcome.

its nobody's fault. when it becomes a fault, you either blame yourself or the other party. but in this case, nobody's to be blamed.

so its a mistake.

okay here i go again. HAHA.

yazid called a while ago and told me about life at ns and i was really engrossed in the conversation. he played the solo in black diamond and fuck, i swear i feel like crying.

really.

faz. i just want you to know that all these happened for a reason okay? you didint know he was gonna change. did you? maybe you did anticipated that, but the only possibility why you didint react to it was because you wanted to give him a chance. but little did you know that youre giving him a little too many chances. now youre letting go and hes still clinging on to that fragile relationship. its time to be strong faz. do what you think you should do. dont delay already. dont wait until he starts HURTING you the way you dont want it to be. all i can say now or maybe advice you is just look at things positively alright? breaking up doesnt mean you'll start hating. baby and i still say we love each other every night. tapi kiter dah break dahhhhh. HAHA. right baby?

babe, i love you lah. he doesnt deserve someone as patient as you.

SS AND ENG PAPER TMR. diediediedie.

yana's birthday is SO coming. idonno what to get lah seh. and i miss armeeza abdul wahab ohsomuch can?

SCHOOLSCHOOOOOL.

and i think kan, the four of us needs to take a picture together. KAAAAAAN?

LOTSLOTSLOTS of great stuffs have been happening around and life is so irresistable now. (:

im so blessed to have a bunch of CRAZY+FUN+HOT friends around. (: especially the girls who've been around me and THREEEEE N ONEEEE. haha.

WEDNESDAY WAS THE CLASS GATHERING and yeaps, lots of pictures taken. boys went swimming while the girls stared and camwhore. lots of fooooood. lots of funnnn. practically we were all so crazy and HAPPY ANDDDDD ENJOYING.

i badly wanna stay at rosewood. maybe because the swimming pool's not as boring as the one at yew teeee. haha.

ADER SLIDE LEH.

*shows the interested face*

so anyways. after the gathering a few went back home, a few went to play tennis and the rest of us went cwp. to just chill and talk.

really lah, we did lots of catching up and everything.

oh yesyes, on weds morning, had the parade and the celebration day thingy. EVERYTHING ROCKED. okay? plus raven's so hot.

i stuttered when i mentioned his name.

OH BOO- tabby.

HAHAHA.

so anyhooooos, went towning just now with elliyana mohd ali and we did lots of shopping and everything.

saw GAYLE. and she talked to me lah omgxxxx. yana was like, " eh macam pernah nampak"

and im like, GAYLE BODOHHHHHHHH!

went home and told nisha about it this was how it goes.

jummy: EH EH EH, TADI AKU NAMPAK GAYLE.
nisha: HUH? GAY? tak surprised.

TSKKKK

SPOIL AHH.

yana got herself RED POINTED HEEELS and its fucking PRETTY. really. its BEAUTIFUL and the price was ZOMGX.

dont ask whether that means cheap or ex.

thanks.

HAHAHA.

got ourselves a bag each and bought amos cookies and saw PLENTY of hot boys.

AAHA.

we were window shopping and saw different types of clothes and when we saw people outside wearing them we'll be like, " ELEH, 29.90 JE"

ahahaha.

but fuck it lah seh. i had lots of fun. LETS GO SHOPPING AGAIN. oh wait. no.

next stop, RUSH HOUR 3. (:

AHHA. oh pics from the class gathering.

but not all pictures have been sent yet. so yeah here it is!

oh and the rest will be uploaded really soon.

MAN MAN, COMMON TEST, NEXT WEEKK.

*screams and runs*

oh wait.

*comes back*

ario, get well soon horh.

*runs back*

i never thought it'll go so far, but one thing im sure, i lost the grip.

anyways, school WAS FIVE STARS TODAY LAH SEH! haha. except maybe the first part of the day. (:

had an open talk with mr fariz and i think he's okay with our comments coz it doesnt sound stupid or out of the mind at all you see. im glad hes willing to change for us. (: two thumbs up.

everybody in class rocked today. i feel the love. HAHA.

the POP rehearsal was nice as well. besdies the fact ms thia was acting like as though shes in charge of everything.

* gives the dengz face and rolls eyes*

well but still, i enjoyed myself.

AND FUCK. im really pissed off. i just wanna like BLURT IT ALL OUT AND SCREAM IT OUT AND EVERYTHING LAH SAK.

thanks ah penyet nyer nasik for listening.

thanks yana for advising.

AUGUST FIRST.
- FAIZ'S BIRTHDAY.
- ANNIVERSARY WITH SHARIFAH.
- MET UP WITH HOTSTUFF.

(: sequence of events.

HAHA.

you know what? really, good things happen on the first of the month. well, at least for me. 1 july, i went out with ADIDAS. and today, i was happy the whole day.

but first let me CLEAR out some misunderstandings.

emu, i NEVER talked anything bad about you in my blog, really. even if i blog about friends and such, it was never for you. i understood the position youre in right now. i understand how much of an ass your parents are and why youre in this state now. i do. but you just wont let me explain.

anyways, i was really busy this morning. like, 5890327643980 things happened at one shot.

reached school with intan and we went straight to rcy room to hide for mass run. apparently, the door was locked so we had to go down to the parade sq to meet jun hong to get the keys.

everything went on really fine until fazlina got a call from her dad. SURPRISINGLY, mdm sal actually called up her dad and asked him where she was. mdm sal actually assumed that they played truancy.

next was nadiah.

minutes later, papa called.

=.=/

i couldve sworn it was all a fucking misunderstanding. we were in the rcy for heaven's sake! and yes, we didint intend to run away and hide and everything but come onnnnnnnnnnnn.

in the end, we still ran for mass run. ):

pathetically, yes. we still did.

BOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

nadiah was BLOODY pissed off.

so then, met ms chong and she passed me the script for tmr's NE speech. trust me, its one WHOLE JUNK of information and im supposed to add up some points on my own and everything.

which requires TIME.

after mass run, mrs heikal called me out and i was made to host with tabitha for national day cum speech day celebration. which she knows, im involved in the parade.

so i gotta multi task. and aside from that, i still need to write my own script. PLUS, attend the POP, ( passing out parade) rehearsals.

well, the classroom environment today was pretty much the same except that we had lots of information to suck in and the lessons were pretty dry.

mr fariz screamed at william today and i just feel like standing up for him lah seh. HUR. soz william. youre still so cute. HAHA.

*pinches william's cheeks and go" WILLIAM SO CUTEEEEE" *

someone was LATE today and he had to treat me movie. HAHAHA. i loveee.

so after school, had to meet ms nora for the national day celebration thingy. THUS, i couldnt meet hotstuff on time.

the thing DRAGGED FOR LIKE, and hour PLUSPLUSPLUS. and i was scouted to be in the arena. MAN. the arena is really way too much for me lah seh. im just some humble person whos interested in debating.

everybody goes " ah yelah " HAHAHA.

well, i admit i do love debating, yes, like before and though ive won a few throphies, my confidence still hasnt reached the top yet.

to join the arena for that matter.

tabby and fathin were TALKING ABOUT IT THE WHOLEEE TIME asking me to join it.

LETS PARTICIPATE for the sake of participating.

whats the point again?

so after the arena's briefing, had to do up half of my speech with tabby. planning on what to wear and everything and we had to wait for mdm saratha and ms nora to come back from some meeting at the staff room.

BAH.

afterwhich, i left the school and met fazlina for a while and she got me bubble tea! ((: best lah awak.

waited with her for a while, took the bus and RUSHED TO MEET HOTSTUFF.

eh listen ehh, I RUSHED TO MEET YOUUUUUUUUU. still, no appreciation.

man, i was like two hours late and he spent one dollar on his drink, thus, he didint have enough cash for MCD'S STUDENT MEAL.

HAHAHA.

hotstuff was fun. apparently, hes just as bimbotic and crazy like me. BUT, hes still worst. mannnn, hes REALLY REALLY pathetic.

i told him i heard my future boyfriend calling out my name and he didint believe me.

DENGZ. andddddddddd he still DARED to tell me i owed him mcd student meal. like excuse mua, i thought the bet was just some normal bubble tea?

i know i was like two hours late, BUT STILLLLLLLL?

so fine, we agreed on that next week. i shall reach muchmuch earlier then and then give him a bet. whoever comes late, owes the other person nasi ayam penyet. ((((:

BARU BEST.

THINGS TO DO FIVE MINUTES LATER.

- BATHE.
- TAKE OUT THE BUSOK PE SHIRT IN MY BAG.
- CLEAN UP MY BAG. ( coz hotstuff said it looks like a garbage)
- EAT.
- TAKE OUT MY NE SPEECH AND GO THROUGH THEM.
- DO SOME EDITING AND THEN ADD SOME POINTS.
- take out national day speech and separate some of the points.
- edits and adds.
- go through the speech for tmr.
- watch a little teeeeveeeee.
- come back online and type out the speech for national day.

woooooooooh! thats about it. oh not forgetting i have to finish up my chem hmrk. which i dont think i brought back my wrkbk.

BOOOOOO.

man im really slenger lah seh.

AND AND AND. yesyesyes.

the passing out parade ends at 9.30 and 9.45 is the concert. WHICH MEANNNSSSS, i have less than 15 minutes to run up, get out of my rcy uniform and change into the outfit for the concert.

THIS IS OUTRAGEOUS OMGGGG.

sap, I WAS BORN IN THIS WORLD, FOR A REASON. ahhahaa. and this is the reason.

and my future boyfriend goes " yeah, youre always special hunneh"

*beams*

OKAY FINE, I SHALL RUSH OFFFFF TO BATHE NOW. ((((((:

ps: adidas is fucking irritating. i dont love him anymore ah.

OI KOKO, can still fall for you anot? HAHAHA.

ahhh! highlight of the day.

I FELL.

ouh crap. and i didint literally fell. i ALMOST fell. almost ehhh. but perhaps my reaction was a littleee too funny that hila, meeza and faz had to laugh.

MAN, i fell INFRONT of them lah seh! TSK.

during mt we talked about blogs. (:

i hope yana passed the interview. ((:

so yeah, adidas has been really nice lately. because hes been wanting to change for the better. i really hope he does. because he really puts his mind and head to it now. and i know he can make it. he never really seemed this motivated before. suspension really helps lah seh. HAHA. <3

so anyways, i think i'll be wearing my coloured lenses to school tmr becauseeeeee really, my lenses are getting really dry. its been very long already lah seh. man man man.

i love math. but sitting around smart people isnt as enjoyable as you thought it may be. pretty tough. coz you'll have to rush through your work and be at the same pace as them.

but on the other hand, it isnt so bad. at least youre stretching your brain abit. (: might be painful at first, but im sure it'll all be paid off right?

i just saw sap and shai under my void deck just now. gah, i was really tempted to call out their name. but yes, i was a little toooooo paranoid.

" special youre like a rocket to me"

to the lovely people whom i havent send the pictures to, sorry. i'll pass it to you guys through email alright? (:

PROMISE.